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Posted on 06-14-22 11:40 AM     Reply [Subscribe]
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i just felt like sharing this post to my nepalese brothers and sisters anonymously so that "mana ko baha pokhepaxi halka hunxa". if you don't know about TU/IOE back exam procedures, it might be harder to follow me. So this was in 8th semester. till now I had these number of backs 1) 2 backs from 7th semester. 2) 1 back from 6th semester. 3) 1 back from 3rd semester(i failed toc like 4 times :( i have no hopes of passing that subject. exam ma sabai milaye jasto lagxa, marks 22 matra auxa-32 pass marks ho) {But mero yo back hola bhanne malai 8th sem ma thaha bhaisakeko thiyena as result ako thiyena ashoj tira matra exam bhathyo..yespali ko 8th sem mangsir bata chaitra samma bhayo corona effect) i knew when will all these back exams happen. 1) 7th sem back exam would happen immediately after 8th sem regular exam. 2) 6th semester back exam would happen in poush or sth? i forgot honestly. 3) 3rd semester back exam would have happened after 8th semester as well.(sabai year 1st part back eutai time ma hunxa) so my optimistic idiot decided to think sabai backs 4 years mai katauxu, so 6th sem ko back ko lagi ni aile nai padxu. feri tyo bela lockdown suru bhaidiyo, gharmai basna thaliyo testai para bho..i become in unconscious type of state(i.e not with presence of mind eg. future planning, bholi maile k garnaparxa, aja k gare..mero state kasto xa..am i in wrong mental condition..k garda ramro hunxa..esto sab dumb state ma hunxu..yoga gare matra active hunxu but yoga garna mann lagdaina) by god, my biggest mistake. the subject that i failed in 6th semester was huge. and i am that type of guy, who studies to learn 100% of stuffs rather than just for passing exams*. it literally took me an entire semester-1 month to complete that subject. it was the biggest subject i ever studied in my life. without any youtube tutorials or any courses available in internet. i had 0 notes and that was my hardest subject when i studied. mero chamatkar bhayo. lol. 3 idiots ko chatur ko chamatkar. yo 6th sem ko back barambar postpone bhairakho. as i said when i stay in home all day, i lose my presence of mind and become dumb and make dumb decisions without being clever, smart and thinking about future. chaitra ma 8th sem ko exam bhanni notice ayo. sala. 1 mahina ma 6 wata subjects majjale padna sakne chance nai thiyena. i regret man i regret spending time to study for that idiotic back exam which i could've done later on. ps the reason why i am strict on "you should study to learn" is-: 1) my grades in earlier years aren't great, so i thought of improving them. but tbh, ioe ko back exam ma good grades lyaune asa nagare ni hudo raixa. they cut marks like murderers. 2) i wasted around 2 years of college life due to depression and mental health issues, manchildness, lack of direction, orientation, lack of maturity, bhatkeko aatma jasto kaile paisa kamauna paryo bhanera blog kholne, kaile blog promote garna paryo bhanera youtube channel kholne..but i didn't have that in me ki sabai kura majjale balance garera padna sakne..i wasn't that talented or sth. plus you know this is nepal. teachers are too bad. you have to study everything form a-z on your own. and i am not from any government colleges. hence, i wanted to make the most of what i had. 3) i personally got an intuution that theoritical knowledge is also important in life if you don't want to get stuck at a position. tespaxi 1 mahina ma i decided to study 3 subjects only. 1 mahina ni bhanni matra ta ho. clz le kaam na bikam sanga bolaera pagal banauthyo. sala mero internal marks ni sabai dubyo hola. euta ni assessment dina.diye ni sabai fail nai huni thiye. baru padera base. thuiyya [Disallowed String for - use not allowed]...afno bhabisya kasasri dubaye mero mandabuddi le. euta last semester thiyo ramro garera afno naam kamau, bhannu ko satta, majjale dubaye..mero sala life ma kei ramro kura lekekhai xaina yaar. jaso taso garera 3ta subjects chai purai pade out of 6. ghar ma kasailai bhanya xaina ki baki 3 subjects xodera aye. i.e exam ma ta i stayed, but didn't write anything useful. tyo 3ta exam ni kei gatilo bhaxaina. gatilo ni kasari hutnhyo? 1 hapta ma euta book padera bhayera gako xa. lol. dhikkar lagxa sala yo zindagi ma. ma esto braindead kasari bhaye? please malai presence of mind ma rahane kei advice ni dinu na hai. tyo 3ta exams ma 40 ko harahari ma auxa ki tyo bhanda kam. plus internal marks ni sayed sab ma 8-8 (out of 20) halera pathauxan hola. what an idiotic move that i did. samjhida regret lagxa.
8th sem dubyo. majjale dubyo.

this is nearly ashar here in nepal. hijo non circuit engineering haru ko result ayo, hamro ni aja bholi ma auxa. harey ram..ghar ma mami baba lai kati tension hunxa hola?

but tyo garnu ko kei bikalpa nai thiyena. jammai subjects padera gako bhaye sayad kunai ma ni pass hunna thiye hola ultai.

if i had not made that idiotic decision, here's how my life would've been-:
8th sem ko exam ma j hos full semester padya bhaye pass chai huna testo garo thiyena. so sab ma pass hunthye with kunai kunai ma good marks(regular exams ma marks lyaune far easy compared to back exams, back exams ma teacher le timlai ekdam khattam student ho bhanera sochxa and idk why marks dina chahahanna).

in baisakh, there would be back exams of 3rd and 7th sem subjects. i would give back exams of 2 of those subjects one of 3rd and one of 7ths semester.

and 6th sem ko 1ta back ra 7th sem ko arko back, i would've given at near dashain(that's when they happen). 2ta subject matra hunthyo

aba ta i can have 4+(1)+(x) wata backs. 4 wata ta sure hunxa plus aru ni hunasakxa.

2ta subjects 6 mahina ma padna garo ni hunthena. ekatira regular ma ramro marks, arko tira back ma ni majjale padna bhayune hunthyo. ruwayo mero manda buddhi le.
* I made asterik here because even though I claim to learn everything, mero results ma 40 matra ayo out of 80 :( and testai hunxa praye subjects ma specially theoritical subjects ma.

 
Posted on 06-14-22 11:41 AM     [Snapshot: 3]     Reply [Subscribe]
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edit garam bhaneko (sabai eutai paragraph ko wall text bhayexa) mildaina taw.
 
Posted on 06-14-22 2:16 PM     [Snapshot: 49]     Reply [Subscribe]
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hoiina yo roman laai "Control-g to type in Nepali or click on green button" bhanne prayog garnu bhae padhn pani sajilo hunthyo ki ? yo ta ulathaa garer padhnu parne bhyo, kin tarchar garaaunu hunchha ?
lau ma pani yo "Control-G waa green button" maa klick garri nepaalimaa lakher dekhaauki ? लौ अब पढ्नुस देवनागरी लिपिमा पढ्नुस |
padhan sajilo bhayo ki bhaen ?

पढ्न सजिलो भयो कि भएन ?
 


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