I was just graduated then , about 4 years ago, with my master's degree and started my professional in hi-tech industry in the US. I used to chat with a girl in Nepal then. She was also just graduated with BS in computer engineer. After a month or so I was feeling different. I did not know I was already in love with her until one day she disappeared for a week without any prior notice. I waited her on my MSN like crazy. I donot know how many e-mails I had written then. She appeared after a week and told me that she had to take care of her relative in a hospital. I wanted to tell her I love her but I was so shy then. We used to chat for hours and hours everyday. Then after that, we used to write/send emails. Before starting a chat session we used to discuss about what we wrote in emails. It is my misfortunate that I could not get her in my life, But I still believe that was LOVE.


ove hurts:

if you are in love, you get easily hurted. even if your partner does not intentionally try to hurt you, you will be hurted. My love story in this context:

I knew almost after 5,6 months being with her that she does not do anything to hurt me, hurt my feeling. Still, I was so sensitive. It happend that my birthday came in the middle. I told my girlfriend only my nepali birthday. She was not keeping track of that date I suppose. Then came my birthday. I waited her birthday wished day and night. I even waited until next day 12:00 noon but she did not. I was immensly hurted. I took off from my office and planned to go north. Then I got my girlfriend's call next day. I prented as if nothing happened. But she was witty to figure out I was hurted. I was melted then. I told her all the truths that I went through. I guess - that was LOVE.....

Almost after 5/6 months I was too sure that I was in love with this girl. I never had experience of falling in love before. I was like drug addicted people. It is hard to believe now, I was almost insane in those days. Waiting her emails, writing long long emails and chat for ~2 hrs a day. Slowly, I started calling her in my weekend. And then alternate evenings. Once she mentioned that her head banged on floor. I felt as if my own head was banged. I called her almost every day during that time.

Lol Ruina, all this time I thought that the gal was a phobic. My bad, Heheeh.

Peace

Kis kis ko batayenge judai ke sabab hum
tu mujh se khafa hai to jamane ke liye aa
Ranjish hi sahi. dil hi dukhane ke liye aa

kuch to mere mohabbat ka bharam rakh
tu bhi to kabhi mujh ko manane ke liye aaa
aa phir se mujhe chhod jane ke liye aaaa
Ranjish hi sahi....

The above Runa Laila Ghazal says it all....

USA Nepali Keta,

There is no love...only sex.

Sooner you get it the better!

u reminded meh of dialogue ;
"yeh jism pyaar karna nahin janta ,yeh janta hain sirf bhuk,jism ki bhuk" :D

guess, this is practicle now!:)

but ruina what is jism ( it is a cloth of atma), have we ever tried to look beyond the physicality.................have we ever tried to listen to soul or inner side .....have we ever tried to break the barrier of dark and light.....what is the result...what is inbetween. To have orgasm u dont need to have sex....it is all in your mind...what is the biggest sex organ in your body...it is mind.
Have u guys ever realised that ppl in old ages...they dont need to have sex for orgasm or to be happy but still they get it and how happy are they? seek for answer...i dont want to be guru in sajha...but if anyone wants i will answer u back..........

always remeber having better sex means breaking 6 chakras into one coz all the chakra expect one has two side...when u will be able to reach last chakra in head which dont have any dual side...it is same as nirvana...

so, MONEY breaking chakras is good or bad ?? are you saying by having lots of "that thing-SEKSSS", we achieve NIRVANA? I am confused, please tell me about the role of Chakras in our life. GIRET. thanks SOM.

-BD

Areee
Jab Apno Ne Hi Dhoka Diya to
Gairo mee kya Dam Tha
Meri kasti Dubi Waha
Jaha Pani Hi Kam Tha

Good luck!!

continue.....
THanks you guys/girls for your opinion. I will continue writing...

DAMINI JI CHAKRA HAS CONNECTION WITH EVERYTHING BUT I DONT WANT TO SPOIL THIS THREAD

I WILL RITE BY MONDAY ON NEW THREAD CHAKARA AND TANTRA

COZ ONCE U TOUCH TOPIC CHAKRA U HAVE TO INVOLVE TANTRISM AS WELL

JAI HOS , JAI HANUMAN

When you realise that you love someone so bad that she is the only thing that comes to your mind for months to months, from the moment you wake up till the time you sleep( if you can sleep),while knowing all the time that she has already given her soul to someone else and will never be yours and so not being able to tell her all the feelings that come to your mind....oh love hurts!

only thing you can wish is it would start all over again so you can tell her at the very first moment that she is the one you would want to be with for the rest of your life.....

and thats how soul dies eh eh eh?? lolll so just take love easily so that it wont hurt ya l8r....

how to heal a dying soul?? they say time heals...but how long??

okay that didnt really make head nor tail outta nothing, i was just bugging around:$:$:$

get another <3 :$:$ that loves you the most, loves you more than him/herself, its not that hard...:):) omg..

WHAT'S LOVE?

Author: Dareen

Love is a thing shared by two
Love is what you feel for me and you
Love is precious when its shared
Love is danger when its dared

Love wanders and searches for the one
Love plays and just do it for fun
Love lets you hear love songs to emote
Love lets you make sweet poems & a quote

Love makes the world go around
Love makes us happy if the one we love
is finally found
Love turns the world upside down
Love cheers us never with a frown

Love makes you cry
Love sacrifices and says goodbye
Love has its own reason and time
Love can make someone you love "mine"

Love makes a person kiss
Love makes a person miss
Love is experienced by all
Love conquers when you fall.

......Loves can create a war or conquer to a nation........or give peace to your life.

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to be continued....)

Well,
Phei yaaad aayo !!!
My then girl friend and me used to chat almost every day for morethan 1 hrs. I used to wait for every moment to tick 6:00 on my clock. If I used to go home just to chat with her at 6. Although there used to be nothing left to talk,I used to call her up after the chat session for a few mins. I think, that was LOVE.........

You want her, miss her, then boy go get her... if you can't do that then "ZIP it"

Well love sure hurts.. but in many cases its your ego that is really hurt.. Have you ever thought about it in that way? Have you thought that it was not love that hurt you but the rejection that hurt your ego bad? You can like someone in the first few times that you see them but love comes eventually. I think what really gets hurt is the ego and people who are too naive or too ignorant just give it the name of "being hurt by love". I dont know!!... if you are in a relationship for a long time then it might hurt you to say goodbye. But what does "love hurts" really mean??